Today is the 29th January 2008 . Economics exam today, tell ya people, i'm doomed . Seriously really no kiddin and no pullin any legs here i am d-o-o-m-e-d . Upon 100 marks, i left 40 marks questions undone, the rest, merely crap answers . Reason ? I just started revising at 8am this morning and nothing, not a single shit got into my stupid dumb brain . =_= . Whatever, just read on and on until the time is up, got to school and get it over and done with . I'm all ready to get my big red 'F' . =( . No point crying over spilt milk . =/ . Kinda predicted this will happen for Economics paper . =/ . I'll work for Accounts paper, since that's my interest . = .

Few days ago, some malay wedding was going on near my house . Man, i can tell you, those people are more than nuts, they are rotten peanuts . I'm sure it's not a tradition to gather all motorcycles and block the road they want but more of getting attention over their bikes . They were all going together like ants, turning on the engines loud as if those mechanics can run like racers' . No, lots of them were with small tanks, even worse, partial were scooters ? Haha . Er Jie told me before that bikes are only powerful when they have big oil tanks and they're all heavy filled with petrol, then they can run and get in sight of some Lamborghini, like Marcus's ? Those small tanks ? They only got sights of lorries ! Haha . Or maybe bicycles ? =P ! I was irritated over their 'efforts' to attract attention, so i took photographs !

They started off blocking the road which cars driving out to mainroads have problems .
See ? ! Cars going out have to use lanes which are meant for going into the carpark ! Inconsiderate ! What happens if there's a accident ? !
Finally they started to move off that curb .
MOVE YOUR BLACK ASSHOLES !
And there they are blocking AGAIN . See that truck on the left side of the photo ? Stand in that driver's shoes, what if you were him/her ?
And that truck is still stuck there, how are pedestrians gonna cross if those bikes don't move ? That white van seems stucked too . Where's all the traffic police to send red letters ?
Don't they look like ants ?
And one cyclist's got her bike down . =/ .
So i guess her friends were waiting for her at the bus stop then . Blocking the way of public buses . . AGAIN .
And finally finally the wedding couples' car is out to clear the mess and end everything .

Yesterday went for SABA's D&D at GreenHouse @ Ritz Carlton . It was a lovely place to dine at, only if you enjoy seafood, and enjoy eating them raw, then GreenHouse is the place for you . =)

This was what i thought is interesting, looks like maggi to me ! Haha .
The table i was seated at, with Jie Jie and Jie Fu . ^^ .
I had these as some appetizers . =) . That blue part has mushrooms inside !
Jie Fu had these ! So fresh and looks soooo yummy !
Jie Jie had caesar salad as starter . Yummy !
Then Jie Fu bought another round of prawns and chilli crabs, it builds a mountain on his plate . And guess what ? HE TOOK EVERYTHING ! No more prawns for other people ! HAHA ! And oh my, those prawns are huge !

Got other photos too, but yet to get them from other people with cameras . =) . Will upload them for sure ! =) .

And this thing ! I found it in the store, belongs to Dad . Gosh, he has to eat so many medicines . I'll puke ! Medicines are ewwie ! Unless it taste sweet then i'll say they're nice as candy, but for now - EWWIE ! ! Haha .

After Thursday, when February finally comes, i'm gonna dye my hair PURPLE ! Yes, you got that right, p-u-r-p-l-e, purple ! Haha, and before duty starts, i'll dye my hair to Mystic Black, some colour where black mixes with purple as well . Haha . Will get some picture for you guys . Mean while, accounts ! My favourite . . . =D .

See ya people ! Nights ! !

Ernie & Bert - Bananaphone . Laugh out loud ! A baby banana can be my handphone then . HAHA !

Today is the 26th January 2008 . It's 9.45am now and i'm awake ! Haha, it's surprising when i woke up early, especially when i slept at 12plus, cause the predicted wake-up-time would be 11am . Haha, i'm a pig, i know .

Statistic paper was a heart-breakening case yesterday, i panic and half of what i studied perished like air . +_+ . But what i wish is as long as i pass the module, i'll be happy enough not to study it again . =/ . Sigh .

After exams, rush off to interview at Jurong East and turn out to be conned - Recuit Express . Grrr . I applied for Data Entry Clerk, and all the interviewer asked was more like what do i have in hand to show them . At the end, that lady said she'll do a job match for me . The problem is . . . i would appreciate if that's a faster way to get another job, but please, don't upload advertisements that you need some clerks and turn out to cheat people to join their people and give the company some 50 bucks when i got a full-time job referred by them . That's some kind of cheating, isn't it ? I would rather get The Straits Times each and everyday and search on my own than to give them 50 bucks for some simple employer-emplyee mix and match . Whatever .

Because of the interview, i missed my dinner with the POKS at Vivocity . They went off to Vivo while i went to interview alone . If you're thinking why do they not accompany me to the interview, then i'll tell you it's wasting their youths at some cheater place . I got 30mins of my youth down the drain . Lol . Can't possibly let my good friends waiting ain't it ? Back to Vivo, they were at Kim Gary's when i reached . Man, that place is big and like a maze . =.= . I got lost . Haha, walked a few rounds until i spotted Ben & Jerry's . =) . Then i got this peppermint with aloe vera drink . . taste awful to me . All they have is some peppermint syrup ( concentrated ), some aloe vera in cubes, then they give you a can of sprite . You pour in the sprite yourself and drink and all you get is the taste of sprite that is extra sweet . Peppermint taste ? Gone . Didn't order anything to eat because i thought i'm not really that Hong Kong food type, so skipped my dinner . =P . Khng and Nathan didn't went to Vivo, so counting them out, Cindy and Martin went off after the meal . Martin has got to go over to his granny's for dinner every weekend . =) . That's sweet for the granny . Haha . So Shirley and me started shopping, first at ALDO . My my, 50% discount sales and the cheapest shoe i saw was 60 bucks plus . Gosh, those heels are gorgeous . Can't afford, so went out in search for other shoe shops, doesn't seem to have what i like either . Went to TopShop and Shirley got her top and some accessories for CNY . ^^ . I still bought nothing, lol . Then we went to Make Up Store for my foundation . I think this one shop alone can kill me . . and my bank account . Haha . I bought this new foundation that came in store two days ago - Sport Foundation . It's more like an all-in-one foundation, apply and that's all . . no powder needed or whatever that i missed out . So the promoter tried out some shades on my face and i bought the latte shade . ^o^ . Oh, and one watermelon flavor make-up remover . Haha . Those two cost me 137 bucks - 98 bucks for the foundation and 39 for remover . After that we walked about a bit more and went home .

Ordered McDelivery for supper and that was fast, reached in 30mins . Haha . Don't know why, i always have cravings for McDonald's at night, and at night only . Haha, i'm a strange kid . Lol . I know ! Haha .

Right, i guess that's all i have to blog about, i'll be off to revise Economics for Tuesday, not because i'm hardworking, but because i'm left with today and tomorrow . Monday's D&D and my night out . =P .

Now . .

this song best desribes it all . .

Elva - You make me wanna

想了解我there's没有easy way

你必須多靠些直接 多靠直覺

That I會給你多些感覺

That's why在這裡 試著讓你了解

兩人的事 真的急不得假不得

這次真有些不同 我想要說

Why don't we 試著享受一切

Everything'll be working 如果我答應

Oh baby你是我的唯一that I really need

讓我們try

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night

You make me wanna hold you 'til the morning light

You make me wanna 想

You make me wanna 說

You make me wanna 永不分開

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night

You make me wanna hold you 'til the morning light

You make me wanna 想

You make me wanna 說

You make me wanna 永不分開

不可不知 我所需要的體貼

再說一次 别擔心難了解

藏在我心中的秘密

天使告訴你 百思不解找解題

你有所求就用點心再用點心

带我去想去的地方

Why don't we 試著享受一切

Everything'll be working 如果我答應

Oh baby你是我的唯一that I really need

讓我們try

I'll have you 輕輕的劃過我的finger tips

靠近一點 we can work it with our lips

Let's 蔓延emotion inside

Maybe 我們可以take it nice & slow

從夜晚 chillin' 'til the break of dawn

I want to make you all mine

Today is the 24th January 2008 . First and foremost, let me wish everyone receive 'O' Levels result today GOOD LUCK ! Especially to Meta ( my god-brother, though we never talked that much, but i still care, =D ), Jia Le ( my good friend, ;), she got most of my luck alright ), Sutin and Elizaberth ! Good luck people, really, from my heart, wishing you to have very very good results ! ^^

As for me, at home, studying Statistic for tomorrow's examination . Wanted to revise last night, but got too tired from working ( yeah, i worked last night despite major examination tomorrow ), so i wentta sleep . Woke up at 10am and started revising, two solid hours . Now, break time . =) .
Haha, saw some 'extra points' on my lecture notes, look !

Haha, i did that, stats's really not my kinda study, but i don't seem to have a choice .
Yeah ! I should love myself, forever and ever ~ ^o^
Haha, i did not write this ! Shirley did ! Though to admit, she's really clever and pretty !

That's all the 'extra lecture points' i got down during lecture . Haha .

Up next, look at my younger brother's work ! I found this on his table ! ( Not to blame me, his table is right next to mine ! Haha ! )

Teacher's red ink is one of the scary part when schooling . =/ . Please be neat, my brother !
Haha ! Did i see a disfigured christmas tree ? ! Haha, secondary one's work . =) . What did you see ? One question circled up to avoid confusion into another question, and who uses the back of the paper first then to the front ? ( Punched hole is on the wrong side ! +_+ ) SIGH ! ! Haha, but seriously, that's the way of my brother . =) . If i don't see all this mess, i don't see the cute, chubby, playfu,l hyper-active brother of mine . XD .

IT'S 2PM NOW ! GOOD LUCK PEOPLE, RESULTS ARE OUT ! !

Was working last night, shouldn't suppose to be, but Tiffany called up and ask for help . It's not about the money, it's about friendship and standing in her shoes to understand how difficult it is to find manpower . Sharon mama is back ! Haha, a beautiful lady, middle aged, with two kids, husband divorced, yet so happy go lucky always . Used to be a full-timer at SABA, but went to UK to get married ( i think it's UK, =P ), but came back at last, because that UK husband didn't work out . Sigh . But right now, she's back, happy as ever, as a part-timer now . ^^ . Glad to see her back .

And one more thing ! My secondary school D&T teacher came to SABA last night ! Haha . Mr Sean Jalleh ! Haha, i was so so so very shock when i see him sitting at table 16, he saw me and smiled . Haha . But later i don't know why moved to table 1 ( my station ), so to my luck, i served him . Haha, went to plead Peter to give me some face and give discount ( =P ) . Well, because he deserve more than discount, he got me my A for 'O' Levels D&T . =) . So Peter said his order of wine on the house . Yay ! Thanks Peter ! Haha . He's there with another D&T teacher, Miss Grace, haha . A friendly female teacher as well . We chatted a bit, so fun ! ! Then at the end, he wanted to tip me, but i said no need, because it was my pleasure to serve him, as to give him the credit he got me my A1 . ^_^ .

Alright, gotta get back to Statistic now . Not much time left . =/ .

我还是想着你。 ='(

M2M

Don't say you love me

Got introduced to you by a friend

You were cute and all that

Baby you set the trend, yes you did oh

The next thing i know we're down at the cinema

We're sitting there, and you start kissing me

What's that about?

You're moving too fast, i don't understand you

I'm not ready yet, baby i can't pretend

No i can't

The best i can do is tell you to talk to me

It's possible, eventual

Love will find a way

Love will find a way.

Chorus:

Don't say you love me

You don't even know me

If you really want me

Then give me some time

Don't go there baby

Not before i'm ready

Don't say your heart's in a hurry

It's not like we're gonna get married

Give me, give me some time

Here's how i play, here's where you stand

Here's what to prove to get any further than where

It's been

I'll make it clear, not gonna tell you twice

Take it slow, you keep pushing me

You're pushing me away

Pushing me away...

Chorus

Bridge:

Don't say you love me

You don't even know me baby

Baby don't say you love me, baby

Give me some time...

Chorus (until end)

First paragraph was what happen to me, exactly, i can say that . Next was just part of the song .

Finally i've talked myself outta things temporarily . I hope i can do it, for Finland sake .

Wish me luck people . I really need luck now . I hope i can manage .

虽然说了不再去想，但事情总是没说的那么容易。 =‘（

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "bestfriend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them toher. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and Idon't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go, well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't thinking of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and Idon't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
"I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!I wish I did too...I thought to my self, and I cried.
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U..."

A story i never forget, a story that swell tears up my eyes the first time i read it, a story that's the main reason why i always say out my feelings without hesitation . I believe the story's true, that's why i want no regrets .

Why are you so cruel ?

It's Monday today, third post for the day . 9.50pm and i have not yet started on my exam revision . ='( .

I feel so trapped, i have no idea how long more i can continue to act as if i'm still as happy .

Sometimes i really wonder why is it that i can't talk myself outta things, no one understands my personality more than myself, and yet i have no idea how to make myself feel better, yet i don't know what i want the most .

I am not happy at all, have been lying . If Mom hadn't force me to eat, i don't have to lie at all .

I really wonder . . haven't anything cross your mind about me ?

Nothing makes my day now, except you . And you know it .

Alright . I've really got to make myself happy being single .

Finland . . i'll fight to go . =) .

And you, like a pencil mark, erased from my memory temporily .

I'll get back to you and solve it once and for all after exams .

so...things meant nothing in that person's eye

so it was me who was thinking too much huh

sent an sms to that person, said if i got no reply means i am toy then

replied with a don't know...

.

you don't know why you would do what you do ?

i think i'm a laughing stock...

well... like what akon said . . you can put that blame on me . .

it's me who got the whole situation wrong . .

=)

.

whatever

like i said

me

always alone

i give up

people . .

don't talk about it during convo with me . .

no one . .

.

.

.

.

.

leave me alone

Today is the 21st January 2008 . Another week, another day . . yet the same old thing happening .

I'm going to send an SMS .

Work up an hour ago and was flipping around my bed, tired, but the noise from neighbourhood is too loud . Think it's some funeral or something . Couldn't get back to sleep, so i decided to get up before i start to think too much .

This time to make things clear .

Have been way too lethargic the past two or three days, can't care much . .

I don't like things to drag, not my way of doing things .

Finland . . Finland . . why am i not motivated to study anymore ?

Whatever . I need a topic change .

Gonna dye my hair again . Highlight a bit for D&D and Chinese New Year . Then dye back black when airport duty starts . I need shoes, for school and duties . Think i'll go ALDO and get one, like their designs .

Morning music . Listening to LUSH99.5 now . Neither 98.7 nor 93.3 seems to have nice songs . What happen ? Does those artist lost their voice or something ?

No one is able to talk me into feeling better .

Gonna try and learn some languages this holiday . Have always been what i wanted to do . Italian, French, and a bit of Japanese, i hope i can manage .

Another case buried under my heart, hidden behind my brain .

SABA just lose two great server . . Jun and Shalini . Well, it's sad to hear that, but i hope they found something better for their lifes . =) . All the best girls . Hope they don't forget me .

I'm quitting soon, either this February or April . If it's February, then it means i've found another job for my vacation . If it's April, then it's the school starting, which is my main reason for quitting . Year two seems too stress for me, looking at all those year two students struggling with taxation and stuffs . Kinda got scared . Besides, even if i continue working and said clearly only to work on Sundays only, i bet, for sure, i'll get people calling me up to replace them, or even to help the situation . I don't think i want that .

I am nothing but a stupid dumb fool .

second post for the day.............

i feel 98% lethargic.........

help.........it'smakingmesomadsomad...

i can't cry.... not at home.... only somewhere i feel safe to cry...

everyone has started revisions on stats... exams this fri.. i haven't even started...not one look..

...

kan dao wo zhe yang

ni you he fan ying ?

sometimes i miss the old me ...

sometimes i hate those days ...

sometimes i think back without knowing ...

... i could have felt much better if i don't ...

where is my rainbow ... ?

... to miss is an illness ... am i sick ?

i am seriously seriously ill

i don't care about others now

i have feelings

haven't you thought what will happen next ?

i want you to tell me in the face ...

what is your true answer ... ...

but ...

where are you in the first place ?

everytime i tried to leave something keeps pulling me back

i tell myself that it's impossible to have you as my boy, cause it's just a no, i don't believe

am i wrong ?

tell me .

you .

i want to hear it from you, no one else .

always the same thing happening on me . i don't like those who like me, but i like those who don't like me .

always .

:'(

Today is the 20th January 2008 .

Techno-ing . . .

Techno-ing . . .

Techno-ing . . .

I'm so naive . Or rather, very very naive ? I think i'm the most naive 17 years old girl in the world .

Slept at 3am this morning, unable to drift off to rest . My mind is full of images and people . =( . Woke up at 12noon and got myself a cup of ceylon tea . It's 3.35pm now, i haven't had my breakfast, and i haven't had my lunch, dinner ? No appetite . Skip . Let alone afternoon tea or supper .

Look what you've did to me . Not to me . Shall i say . . . look what you've done to my mind ?

Angry . Sad . Disappointed . Stupid . That's how i feel now, or rather these two days .

I've said it out last night, to the least, i would not regret, to the least, the person knows, to the least . . . i wouldn't be trapped by it so badly like yesterday .

I'm going to write it all out in my book diary, all the details, all my feelings, all my thoughts and all that happens .

Wish me luck in feeling better .

I would appreciate if anyone knock me out now . Save me from the bitter part .

Today is the 19th January 2008 . Second post for the day . Things are driving me nuts . Everything is just so plain, so dry, nothing seems interesting to me . =/ .

I wonder how are you .

Can someone just let me know how much this coming exam means to me ? =( . I seriously need to know, and i seriously need to know my priority . ='( .

Do things mean anything to you ? Or to me ? ='(

Somehow or another, i can't focus .

我快要崩溃了啦！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

是我想太多了还是你都是这样玩得吗？! ='(((

我。。。该不该 call 呢 ? ?

我好难受啊 。 。 。 ='(

Today is the 19th January 2008 . Yeah, finally it's another year huh . Sigh . Why is the time ever so fast and not slower . Or is it that time hasn't enough for our use .

It's revision break for final exams, MOB's last test is over, and i knew i could have done myself to the extreme . Guess it's no point crying over spilt milk now . Seriously speaking i couldn't help but feel irritating when i can't bring myself to sit down and study, always giving reasons not to study and those reasons are just stupid reasons, and then at the end of the day just regret not putting my best foot forward .

Have been emotional lately . . . for no reason, not PMS, because it's over for the month . Sigh . I hate listening to songs in the afternoon, makes me feel like the day is boring, and JieRui is playing Jay's song . Makes me more emotional . =( .

Since i can't do what i want now . All i can do is to say it out here . I wish i can go to the tower at the garden near my house . Up there, just sit down and do nothing but think of happy memories, nothing troubles me . =) . That was what i've always always wanted to do most . And that says my personality i guess, somehow or another, a person with desire to be happy and trouble free, everything else would fall into place . =) .

Another dream impossible to happen, because in the life, almost everything is so pragmatic, there's no space for day-dreaming . =( .

Went to watch Body #19 with ShengKai yesterday. My advice is not to watch it, because the story is all about one person having split personality and killing people, that's all, i think snow white and the seven dwarfs could have been much much better . Haha .

SABA's having annual D&D on the 28th Jan 2008, should i go ? Exams' not over yet, but if i don't go, i don't think there'll be a next time for me, i'll be quitting, sooner or later . =( . Should i go ?

Think it's time for me to get to the books before it's too late . Books make me real sick .

Can i cry ? . . . . No, 'cause Fergie says big girls don't cry . =(

好想再让你抱一次 .

Today is the 17th December 2007 . Haha, blogging again . And why so ? Because before i turn in yesterday, i open up my cellphone camera album and to realize that i've took photos after photos to talk about in my blog, but i wash them off my mind after days . So here i am blogging about not the latest happenings i guess, but things i just wanna laugh it off and remember perhaps . Haha .

Ever since i told myself that i wanna work hard and earn for the Finland study trip, i have been working even during weekdays, more than i usually did, or shall i say a lot more ? I don't know, 'cause now that i've a target, i'll work my best towards it . =) . Haha, and to know that i have a blue-black on my hand for a reason that i don't know at all . This is what my hand looks like a week ago . To those who know me, i would rub my bruise for a faster recovery . I did, was painful, but whatever, i don't want it in my sight . Healed in three days i guess ? Yeap, around there . Haha . ^^ .

Sigh . And sometimes i just find myself so amazingly stupid . Haha . I have an umbrella but i don't bring it out . So end up walking in the rain . . to work . Yes, to work ! And to people who knows where i work, you should know how long the route is from Far East Plaza to Orchard Parade Hotel . I just walked in the rain ( not drizzling rain, it's normal rain, and not heavy rain either, ermm, yeah, lol, look at the photo below, that kinda rain ) for that far . When i reached the restaurant, i was 80% wet and my hair is like . . seaweed ? Haha, almost ! And only if i can eat it because i was hungry too . You know, cold, drenched, hungry and still got to drag myself to work and carry heavy things around . The feeling is just, i feel total umcomfy and irritating . But whatever, it's over and i wish i wasn't stupid anymore . No more next time i hope . =/ .

Okay, enough of bad experiences . Now for something i like . Christmas time ! Haha, SABA is now in Christmas theme . Yeah . Haha . Love it . No longer playing country songs but high happy jumpy christmas hits and christmas decorations . Look at the two photos below . Haha . Christmas shiny balls dangling from the lamps and cherry decoration fits in with the working lights . ^^ . And SABA bought REAL PINE TREES ! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ! They aren't cheap, one medium sized one for indoor and one large one for outdoors . The two adds up to more than two thousand singapore currency dollars . Wow right . It's very nice and beautiful, decorated with lightings, star on the top and christmas balls . Wonderful . ^^ . If only i can have it too . But it's tedious, normal plants feed on water, these pine trees feed on ice and have to be sprayed too . Haha, but i don't mind doing it, because it just adjust me to the Christmas mood . Haha . Ain't it cool people ? It is to me, so so cool . Haha .

Haha, and here i found this picture in my cellphone and i just wanna laugh . Haha . During ITAB lesson, Nathan was listening very attentively to the lecturer with computer not logged in and something extraordinary on his keyboard . Haha . His food ! I didn't know that can be of any reference to MS Excel . Wow . Haha . You're cool too, Nathan . Haha !

Then came MOB PBL outdoor learning, which i was very reluctant to go at first . Because i just hate sweating . But then, it was fun . Could have lots more pictures from Khng but didn't get it 'cause i was lazy . Haha . Was so fun . Two teams to each start from one end, then walk on the rope without support, to the other ends . But we cheated, we got supports . Haha . And then when two teams meet in the middle, we got so high because everyone was about to get in touch with Arthur . Haha . Nathan, especially, got so surprise when Arthur treated him like a pole to grab on . HAHA ! Haha, you people should have seen his expression, so so so so shocked, almost screaming out like a girl that kinda face . Haha . To me, at least, he looks that way . Haha . =P . And before the game starts, i took a picture of three POKS . ^^ . AdePOK, CinPOK and ChrisPOK . Haha . And our tutor help us took a photo during the game . Willie, me and Cindy standing ON the rope . Haha, we looked steady, because three of us was supporting the pillar . Haha . Look closely . LOL .

And during ITAB again, another lesson, Shirley took a picture of herself with my phone . Haha . Cute pie she is . Haha . And of cause a nice girlfriend . Haha .

And one thing, i saw this car in school while walking to 7-11 to get my ice-cream . Haha . Cool car, but who drives this kinda car nowadays ? 75% that it belongs to a SP students . Hmm . Haha . And what's with that thing on top of it, makes it looks like a old family car to me . Lol .

Have no idea why School of Business ( SB ) is having so many push cart stalls nowadays . Almost everyday they have it . And turning on loud music and changing SB into a place similar to night market or what the locals call it the parsarmarlam . Lol . And the female POKS are going on small cheapy shoppings almost everyday with such stalls around, including me . Haha . And CinPOK bought the cream biscuit below and said it was very nice, used my phone to pic-ed it down . =P . Oh ya, and that's where i got ideas for christmas presents from . Haha, some of which is where i bought on the spot, for people who don't celebrate christmas, i bought cheap stuffs, to be honest, because it makes no sense to me when such situation occurs like a right hand clapping in the air and left hand does nothing . =) . And why not i might as well not buy it at all that you might come to think of it ? Because it's a small appreciation from me for all the things you people did for me, appreciated it very much . ^^ . For the POKS, i wouldn't hesitate to buy something more cashy, because you're the best cliques . =) . And i just wanna thank you guys for that, making my day happy in school . Haha . Actually, you guys don't have to buy me anything, i have what i need . And more over, i got a new phone, a new necklace, a new ring, new earringsss, a new shoe, a new set of clothes for 30/12/07 and a new bag . Is there anything that i lack ? No, so no need to get me anything . Haha . If you're thinking of getting me contact lenses, my degree is 450, and save your money, because i'm going change to wearing spectacles again . ^^ . No bears or what because i've got more than enough at home . Haha .

This post is long, i know, more to come . Haha . Previous post said i went shopping with Nathan . And then Martin came along too, actually Shirley did too, but went off with her secondary school friends, so we three went shopping around Bugis . Parco has a lotta things, but was more than our budgets, so we went Bugis streets, too chaotic, and doesn't fit in our criteria . Then wentta TCC to have coffee . And i got my blue mountain after a long craving . It's like oh my god, finally, and got it together with a Dark Devotion dessert . After that we went Parco again, bought some presents and went off . Martin hadda go over to his granny's house for dinner . And he wanted to buy our presents too, but Nathan and me didn't want to, beause then, the surprise would be gone 'cause we know our presents . So we drag him alone to the train station and he wasn't too happy about it . But no matter what, that has to be the way . =P . Then came the funny part . HAHAHAHA ! Nathan Nathan ! ~ Bugis train station, Martin drop off at Tiong Bahru, Nathan at Yishun and me at Choa Chu Kang, so i was asking Nathan to pass me the presents because i wanna wrappit nicely but he just refuse to give it to me . So he has to change to the red line at City Hall . Upon reaching City Hall, we were talking, then many people alight and because we were at the end cabin, Nathan could see the signboard for which train station it was . So he suppose it was Raffles Place . I laughed . Then an idea strucked me, i lured him away to let him continue thinking it was Raffles Place . Haha . Kept on snatching the presents away from him . Then when the train door close . Martin and i laugh out loud . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! When he knew he had been tricked . Haha . He went to a corner and pretended to cry ! Haha . Crap ! CRAP ! Haha . SO funny . LOL . Come to think of it, it was still very funny .

Last thing for this post . Haha . Wentta Shirley's house that day for their IDEA's project . Haha . Basically all the POKS are there except Cindy . But was fun anyway . Haha . I went there to do Econs and join in the fun, Martin went there to play Maple and join in too . Because we two are not in their IDEA group, so we watch them do . Haha .I took some photos and video one scene . Haha . And had chicken rice for dinner from Shirley's Mom . So thanks to her . ^^ . And i'm so envious that she got a nice house . A baby pool too ! A small condo that seems like a small happy island to me . LOL . I know there's something wrong with me . But never mind . Haha . Here goes with the photos i took . ^^ .

This is what they made . Ermm, just started, still a long way to go . Haha, isnt' it cute ? Lol .

Nathan working hard with that clay . LOL .

Shirley girlfriend ! With four white fingers . Haha .

Adeline girlfriend ! With the cleanest hands . . . at first . Haha .

Adeline girlfriend with dirty hands now . Haha . Opps, camera shaky ~

Team work within the POKS . That's why i wonder why can't we stay as a group in every study projects ? ? =(

A mess ! But i helped with the cleaning ! Haha .

Ermm . Nathan, don't try to steal my cellphone with snowy floury whitish fingers . Steal with clean hands okay ? Haha . I wonder why he did that ? Haha . He's usually photogenic, am i right Nathan ? Haha . =P

Nathan trying to be a male model with a weird looking necklace made out of clay and metal wires . LOL ! HAHA ! And a star wand in front of him like a fairy tale's story . Haha .

Ooooooo ... ...

Hmm ... ...

Jia you ! ! ~

Ta dah ! ! !

And i thought Shirley's house's lift was cool and shiny, i wanted to take a picture . But Nathan came in . Haha . He didn't know i took a photo i guess . But your punishment, Nathan, is i upload your unaware taken photo . Haha .

And lastly, a video i took when Nathan tries to make fun of Shirley . He didn't know i was videoing anyway, but i caught a scene where he accidentally click his finger while cutting the metal wire . Ouch . Haha .

Today is the 16th December 2007 . Yawns ! I'm so so so tired, but i tell myself i have to blog because i haven't been blogging . Haha .

Well, christmas is around the corner and i'm quite excited, i should say that i'm very excited, but since i'm celebrating it alone ( yes, only me ), i shall use the word 'quite' instead . Basically i've bought presents for most people, my parents, siblings, Marcus and maybe Aunt Betty for her care and concern all along . Haha . Yeap, of cause including the POKS . ^^ . But i wouldn't tell until the day has come, then all will know what they have for christmas . Haha . I don't required people to get me anything, but be happy . =) . Haha . Well, that day wentta Bugis with Nathan, haha, was fun and we were breaking our heads for what to get for the rest of the POKS . Lol . Then i saw Burberry perfume at S$149 ! The one i wanted to get, i'll get it with December's pay ! =P .

I'm going broke . For real, because i've just donated S$80/- to the charity by buying tickets . But i have no regrets . Haha . As long as i have all my basics, i'll donate whatever i have excess .

Two weeks break just started, but as if it never happens, because all projects are due after the break . Sigh, this is so pathetic . Lonely christmas and loads of work to do . Hmm, maybe i'll go partying and count down with Orchard if i feel like . I'll try to finish no matter what i think . Sigh .

Today wentta work and was waiting for the bus to interchange . Saw an old man and his maid . I feel sympathatic for the maid . The man was just carrying a bag, not too old that he has difficulty walking and not too ill to whatever . He was so alright and the poor maid was pulling a trolley full of groceries almost overflowing . I don't know, she doesn't seem like those maids who go clubbing and shopping kind . She seems like those who are here to work and earn cash for families back home in Philipines . Poor her . I cried a bit on the bus seeing her being bullied . =((((( .

Then a few days ago, saw another girl at the bus stop . I just can't believe how into people can be about anime . I shall describe to you how she dresses herself and you shall think about it yourself . Comments, i'll zip my mouth . Here goes . . . a bright blue hair that reaches her thigh, almost to her knees, almost, obvious it's a wig . And a dress that looks similar to sailormoon uniform . That's all i think, the hair is quite enough to get more attention than she expected . Haha .

Yawns yawns . Gotta go sleep now . Ciao people . ^^ .